Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Do Not Fear

Reflecting on the Watchword for the Week

Do not fear, for I have redeemed
you; I have called you by name, you are mine.
Isaiah 43:1

This passage had endless possibilities and I've heard it used in countless settings; whether you prefer to read it in the context of Isaiah of Jerusalem, or as the preaching of a prophet of the return to Palestine from Babylon, the words are some of the most reassuring, comforting, and encouraging in all of Scripture.

While 43:1 is in itself a great memory verse, most of us appreciate 43:2 as well: "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through fire you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you."

Passing through the waters of our own deliverance from and captivity to panic is not easy and can be terrifying as we confront ourselves as we are, not as we'd like to be. Sometimes the struggle peaks after you have made some movement toward wholeness and healing, I don't know why. The demons of fear and panic that have taken up residence prefer the way we have arranged things for them. (Matt. 12:43 ff.) But we are passing through and in passing through the waters, God is with us.

Once we've decided that we no longer want to live ruled by anxiety and terror, it's possible to think that we have gotten in too deep, that our support system is not enough, that we are too fragile, and that we will not make it to the other side of the river's rip tides. You can do this with God- you are not in over your head, you will not be overwhelmed. That's the reality and the truth for those who live by faith.

The reference to fire not consuming us is more to the point since fire is, in this passage, probably imagery for judgment or trial. But the tense is future, not past. Here is not a reference to the consequences of unfaith and exile now passing, but rather, a looking ahead, when Israel is saved from being consumed by the dangers and obstacles that have to be negotiated in returning home from exile. Our recovery from fear is also a time when the old resistances are renewed, or may even change face. Not being consumed by the forces of anxiety within and without, we are in fact renewed and freer, stronger in Christ's love.

Protection from burning is one of the intercessions included in the Breastplate of St. Patrick. The danger of believing and living as a disciple of Jesus is present for us and more obvious depending on where home is. Protection though is holistic, and ultimately it's about trusting- resting- in God and in the peace of Holy Spirit for ourselves, and for everyone, not just a few of us. For God's peace is for everyone if it's for anyone.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Epiphany Reading

From Celebrating the Seasons:

Reconciling Peace, sent to the people,

Gladdening Flash, who came to the gloomy,

Powerful Leaven, conquering all in silence,

Patient One, who has captured the creation little by little.



Blessed is he who became small without limit


to make us great without limit.




Ephrem of Syria

Sunday, January 3, 2010

The Monday Moravian

Watchword for the Week of January 3:

God has made known to us the mystery of his
will, according to his good pleasure that he set forth in Christ.
Ephesians 1:9

How is God made known to us? The Festival of Epiphany is January 6. God is "manifest" to us in Jesus Christ, the Word made flesh. In the words of the Charles Wesley Hymn, 'mild he lay his glory by.' It's in the gradual persistence of God's patient and forbearing love that we know God.

Sometimes beginning with the mind's fantastic wanderings, our normal way to change may not even include us! Humans try to do it via "will power." The changes that Epiphany invites connect us to God and are about experiencing relationship with God, knowing God. In what ways will we see God who is in the flesh of our living and breathing and being?

God doesn't set us up for failure. The changes wrought in us are not violent but gentle and genuine. While the world is making resolutions to improve this and that, we know that if Holy Spirit is apart of any change, the whole structure of our living and seeing will also shift. Like leaven in a baking dough, a very little is needed.

Happy and Holy Epiphany to those near and far off!

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